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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
haha .. yup .. its exactly a week.. how frm a distance i can see her leading her life .. while i ... am still drifting listlessly in sch ... feeling like breakin down everytime i see her ... it's just totally unfair .. even god is making fun of mi .. how loser can i get? before when we were 2gther .. trying to see each other in a day was near impossible .. 2day .. i saw her 4 times ... in morning's enrichment .. canteen .. audi .. and math extra lecture .. i cant help but turn to look at her .. hoping she'll turn and look back ... yet it didnt happen .. nv will it happen ... even the performance by the SAF "acapella" .. singing those songs ... i nearly broke .. i've tried so hard ... when i manage to get myself bz or 4get bout her .. she'll just pop up .. or sometings would just remind mi .. its realli too hard for mi to handle .. im on the verge of total collaspe ... wanting to see hold her again - is the perfect understatment